We're going on a picture journey

i can't sleep. i finished my book and maybe i'll start another one, even though it's 2:15 AM... I keep thinking about my dream about the cats and I also keep sort of half falling asleep but then i start thinking about the wierd fucked up people in summerside that do wierd fucked up things and it scares me back to being awake. i'm scared that i'll dream about that shit.
melissa is coming home in february and we're going to go on a picture journey.
it's the middle of january and it rained all day and it's mild and the snow is almost gone. it kind of freaks me out and i wish it would storm. normally we would have had like 3 or 4 storms by now and i think there's only been one, maybe. i think the climates are all switching around and now japan is going to get all of our snow and we're going to turn tropical eventually. i wonder about maybe it's just normal proceedure for the weather to go all wierd every couple of thousand years. because there was an ice age and a stone age and lots of other ages, so we're probably going to have a fire age and a water age. and maybe it's not such a bad thing that all the iceburgs are melting.... maybe that's just the way it's supposed to go. human might become extinct liked dinosaurs did but then there will be a whole new species someday to discover our bones and out cities and all that stuff. sometimes thinking about things like that scare me, but sometimes i'm not scared. it's wierd that we evolved from being in tribes and having ritualistic (is that a word??) songs and dances and now there are dance clubs and record labels. maybe it would be a good idea to drown all the crappy modern humans with melted iceburgs and start over. or maybe not.