And his name was diamond joe

so crystal and i went out tonight and we didn't cry or get in a fight or anything, which is good, because any other time that we've drank together, we've cried about something like how much we hate our lives or we get in a little spat or something. so i didn't have that much fun, but at least we still like each other. i went to the 'new' heritage for the first time since it opened... other than a trivia night or two.... it was crowded and full of people i didn't know or people i didn't want to know, and i couldn't find anyone that i actually wanted to find so, in the end, i didn't like it so much. also my beer was skunky so i couldn't drink it, and my gin and tonic was flat and wierd tasting so i also couldn't drink that. and when you're kinda half sober and tired, the walk home is waaaaay longer than when you're drunk or wide awake.

i have been getting up super ealry to go for walks in the mornings. like at 7 am.... fuck. who does that?... me, apparently. and i don't feel like healthy or skinny or anything, so i'm not super inspired to keep walking. i think mabe cause there are these really good chocolate things in the vending machine at work and i eat them every day.

excuse my typing becuae i'm still a little drunk and watching my hands type instead of watching the typos on the screen.

at work today, these people were talking about jews and one girl was like ok, being jewish is like being catholic... like it is a religion and there was this guy who was like woah, WHATEVER, JEWISH is a nationality, NOT a religion and the girl was like umm... actually i have never heard of a country called jew country and the guy is like umm.... if you're from ISREAL then you are JEWISH and she was like how about if you are from isreal you are ISREALI not jewish and they got in this big argument and he was like whatever, look it up on the internet and you will see that jewdaism is a nationality and they kept arguing so i looked on dictionary.com and it said that jewish was "Of or relating to the Jews or their culture or religion. See Usage Note at Jew." so i was like hey guys.... according to the DICTIONARY whatever... and the guy was like um... WHATEVER that is WRONG
fuck i hate people like that.

also the girl i usually find to be really annoying and super immature but today she was really funnny and i was like ok, you can be my friend as long as you keep being funny and not immature. she is maybe my cousin, very distantly and everyone at work thinks she is mentally handicapped but she's really just super innocent for her age or something.

i wish i wasn't alone right now. i am happy in a way cause i want to blog, but i am also not happy because i am not wanting to go to bed yet but i cant hang out with anyone cause it is 2:20 am.

i finished reading my first ann rice book the other day. the witching hour. i actually liked it and i was surprised that i did. but i was a bt disappointed in the ending. so whatever. if you read that book, don't expect the ending that you want cause it's not going to happen.

fuck i guess i'll just fuckingg go to bed cause what else can you do at 2:30 am????? not so much. ok sorry i don't blog that much bye