eff you and your stupid other plans

I am a fucking cry baby and I go through the day being happy and ok and leaving work early so i could go do something fun and then my sister calls and leaves a message saying "sorry... can't go... going to a party instead... and by the way, i won't leave a contact number or anything so you can't call me to complain that you hate my guts"

way to forget my birthday and ditch me after i MAKE you a super duper nice sentimental christmas presant

i was supposed to go to this thing tonight for this girl and i told her i'd go, now i'm not going cause i can't go by myself and she's gonna be like why didn't you go and i'm gonna be like cause i'm a fucking social disaster that can't go anywhere without backup because if no one talks to me for a period of 5 seconds i feel like the biggest loser failure in the world and go to the bathroom and cry. i even got dressed up and i put make up on.



don't tell me i'm not a loser because it won't make me feel any better. i'll stop being crazy and sad in an hour or so.